It's seems I come back with the same thought process once a year. The sense of unfulfillment but a need to travel and the also own a home.
At 25, I still don't own a home even though I have been to see mortgage advisors, and I feel there is a big injustice within housing which I would like to go into in more detail at a later date.
I have travelled more, so far this year I have been Amsterdam and Croatia, with Barcelona and The Philippines looming, as well as the possibility of Paris and Italy. I'm lucky in that sense, but again reading through my two previous posts, the travel just does not seem to be enough anymore, there is something else missing and I'm still not sure what. I'm trying not to let the days past by me but I do find myself very bored. If 6 different places in 1 year can't do it, what can? Is there a self help book/blog on this as I would love to read it.
I seem to come back to this "blog" (if thats what you call someone writing down their ramblings once a year) with the same mind set and nothing seeming to change and I think thats the problem, I'm just plodding along without really changing anything. Yes, I have travelled more but it has highlighted that there is a long way to go.
I seem to have the restraint of to big 30 looming in the next 5 years as some sort of time clock and this is something that I need to tackle. Life is flying past and I have goals set with no real way of achieving them.
I find this here a release of my thoughts, and although I understand no one reads this and maybe I should just write it all down on a word document to look back on, I like the thought that it is out there for someone to read who maybe also be facing an internal struggle and is also not sure what the hell they are doing in life.
As RainyBayBlog would say #barelybusyadulting